Grand Arcanum

Everything dies.
It's a sad ending..

All of which makes me anxious.. at times unbearably so..

Patience is a virtue,..I guess
I can wait for as long as it takes.

She was always too kind and soft
inside, I wonder...

So full of hate were our eyes
that none of us could see
Our war would yield countless dead
But never victory


So let us cast arms aside
And like discard our wrath
thou'; in faith'; will keep us safe
Whilst we find the path



High Council of Concordance';
First Age of Reconciliation

Trying to understand life is like wasting it, cause shit happens that you can't foretell. I'm gonna dream about the present not the future because my future could change at any time, and that holds true for any person. Life is a fragile thing and can be over at any time, or a crazy dude with chainsaw may cut your head off!!!

This in my logo and when I create something like a drawing or something of that nature I will put this on the side of the drawing that I did and that would be my personal trademark...at first I was thinking of Loser™ but eh.

This is Knucklehead a.k.a Roy, and he cracks me up every time. We been friends since the 9th grade and we're like brothers man. I just wanted to put this picture of him here just to laugh at it every time I get on here. He was sitting on the couch and he grabs silver and he goes "my little chihuahua " and I just started laughing man that shit was funny. He's a funny guy and a cool dude to hang out with. Reece took this picture, he's going to Iraq in a couple of months so I just wish him luck and be safe man.



"My little chihuahua "~Roy

Is gonna suck this year because he already graduated and most of the people that I hung out with graduated already. Is not that I failed is just that I used to hung out with the older kids at my school. I remember when I was in the 9th grade I knew this guy Cliff and I saw him at a racetrack the other day then I saw 'em at the mall then at this place called the The Darkroom and every time we see each other we go Hey!whatthafuck man! how's it going and then we talk for a little while then I go later man. I had a really good friend in the 10th grade her name was Madison, we were really close to each other. She was going trough some things during the time, her mom was very sick and I always tried to cheer her up but even tough she smiled I knew she was hurting inside, she was always worried about her mom and one day she stopped going to school and I never heard from her again...that was very sad. A friend that also graduated was Daniel Ruther I call him Ruther or Big Ruthaa!! He's a cool dude I met him in the 10th grade. He also played paintball with us, he really stood up for me in school when I couldnt so I thank him for that. I met this girl named Tabatha at the end of last semester and It was a shame that I didnt get to know her really well, cause she was nice and cool to me. I wasted time with pointless endeavors but I had a chance to play paintball with her and Roy, Ruther and Amber. So we had a good time. Amber is a crazy bouncy girl thats all I have to say. Last but not least is Allie she gave me some advise when I was going trough some things and we hung out here and there,so I really thank Allie for her support. O and Liz too she helped me a lot, I thank her a lot too. And Brook for her kindness and her Joy. There's other people but I cant remember right now.

I dont know why but I just like hanging out with the old kids at my school, I never did like hanging out with the younger crowd, is not that they are dumb or anything is just that I never like being around them. Except for this one dude named James he doesnt go to my school but he's pretty cool,and sometimes funny. One time when we were at the mall and his brother Jake was wearing sandals and we could see his feet and I go thats some hairy feet man and then James goes "That's dat hobbit feet" and I started cracking up, right now Im still laughing just thinking about it. He's a musician and a good one too and he's awesome with the guitar. I really consider him a friend, he's brother Jake too, he's also funny.



James "Mr. Rock-sta"

I'm gonna replace my busted RAZR V3 for a new one and I had to save all my pics so I managed to put some of them here. ~Fun memories~


Prom/Winter Formal

Prom/Winter Formal

I have more pics, so I might put them here later///-

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"I sold my fortune"
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'cause I threw you the obvious
to see what occurs behind the
eyes of a fallen angel
eyes of a tragedy

oh well
oh well
apparently nothing
apparently nothing at all...

you don't
see me

you don't
you don't
you don't see me at all...

Old Pics that I just got from Amber, she took all these pictures,except for one duh!


On the left: Is me kicking some ass in Halo 2 with the crew.

Me- Its funny cause I smoke, you can taste the irony in that..literally

Me and my friend Amber at the Jacuzzi yea, ahaha.

WTF!!

Too late to be awake but too early to be asleep ';' ahahah
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Today I woke up and I was hungry so I went to the kitchen to make me an omelet. I opened the fridge and I pulled out the egg container device. When I opened it I took an egg out but then without me noticing I dropped it and it broke. As I gazed upon the broken egg, there on the floor I began to think... was that egg meant to be broken, was it destined for that egg to be broken by my own hands, was it created only to die there in my kitchen floor. That egg could have been a mighty chicken but instead it laid there broken, lifeless. Was it not meant for the little egg to see the world. Poor egg, poor egg indeed it was a great lost Im gonna miss it...Well I made my omelet and I was off to enjoy the morning.
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When I came from my rendezvous from location X at the hour of the fox I sat down to draw some feeble mindless drawings but I couldn't concentrate because of the All powerful mind controlling devise better known as the (tele-vision). It's all right there, it's all right there= look, listen, kneel,pray "The Commercials"! We're not productive anymore. Nobody makes things anymore is all automated, What are we for then??? We're consumers.Okey,okey, Buy a lot of stuff, you're a good citizen. But if you dont buy a lot of stuff, what are you then? What? You're mentally ill. Fact, Fact! If you dont buy things: toilet paper, new cars, electrical-operated sexual devises,stereo systems with brain implanted head phones,screw drivers with miniature built-in radar devises, voice -activated computers--Ha!! Well, you get the point, what Im saying is that we're all a little crazy well some more than others but there's no right, there's no wrong there's only popular opinion. "The NORM" but fuck that I was never apart of it and I never will be ahahh---MOnkey business-not what when =now yes, now buy, purchase sell stocks, enhance your portfolios seize the moment, seize the day-master card ,visa the key to happiness!!!!(((NO,thats just crazy)))ahahah The shadowy Canopy that protects me from the little devils is my only hope. I can always be by myself but now Im not alone anymore and at this moment I am happy!! The summer is coming and new things are on the fucking Horizon ahah well,to explore my true potential I gotta try new things so cheers to endless possibilities!! What's so wrong with being happy, good luck to those who live with sickness in their hearts.
(((No body cares what psychiatrists write on walls!!!!!)))

Behold a piece of art that I did when I was in my own little world.




"I feel therefore I am"

This is a cool book that I bought at B&N, I like the art in this book because of it's originality. I like art, is like a part of life. lately I been doing sketches and drawings of different things like nature, ancient symbols, and some weird drawings from my insane imagination.